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have you ever been trying to write something and you have all these ideas and you just can't wait to get them on paper. then all of a sudden some one walks in the room and starts talking to you and you loose everything you where going to write. this happens to me alot. lately it seems almost everytime i try to write something my mom comes in to my room to say something that ruinens my mood. everytime i have a good story i think i can write she senses it and comes in. so many good ideas have been lost to this because it kills my will to write. my mom seems to have this power to kill my will to write and to read. no book that i want to read is good enough for her, she must be the one to pick it if i want her to believe that i read. everytime. it never fails. once she says something i know longer want to read anything. be it mine or her book. it's a never end cycle of quiting. and i know longer care what she thinks. but for some reason my will to try still dies.