Mood: Bloody
Yeah.
Today I feel bloody.
I feel in need of blood.
Or to see blood.
I'm not sure what's wrong with me.
I also feel zombie-ish.
I feel as if I'm going to collapse.
I feel like shooting someone in the head and rolling in there blood.
I feel. . . Weird. . .
This has happened before. . .
And My emotion--my facial expression is different. . .
It's just like before. . .
A look--
A crazy killer look. . .
Who enjoys blood. . .
Then my facial expression turns sad. . .
Not my usual sad. . .
A different sad. . .
It's like a "What. . .What did I do. . . " sad look. . .
Like I just shot a family member or best friend.
Then I have this sad but natural look.
A expression that says, "I'm sorry I did that. . . But. . . Hm~".
I also get chills up and down me.
Hm. . .
Maybe I need help.
I also have a small feeling inside me that is scared.
My emotions are just scrambled all over the place.
Like eggs.
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