I can't help it... I think I'm going crazy...
Nasisiraan na ako ng bait sa kanya...
Nakakabwisit na...
I befriended her enemy, and she seemingly hates me as well.
Have all that I've done for her mean nothing to her? To me?
It means a lot to me.
I think I'm going crazy...
The demon inside me is enraged...
I don't think I can act happy anymore this Xmas.
But if I can, I will be happy, as in not act it, but be it.
If I can, that is...
At least it makes her happy, when inside I'm hurting so badly...
It tortures me now, every night, whenever I think of how she is...
Bah, she doesn't care about me...
I can't help it though.
She's the closest one I've got... I think...
Or am I only too desperate...?
...
There's still so much hate left inside...
Flourish and Botts · Mon Dec 04, 2006 @ 01:55pm · 1 Comments |