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Nervous
well i GOT MY BF INDY AND I LUV HIM TO PEICES .. hes cute funny , cute ,,, hehe and he cheers me up .. he makes me blush too ... but i have a delema (sp) IM SO HAPPY WITH HIM!!! but uh ..... seee .... he wont let me get close to him .... i mean ... after our little fight before he asked me out he told me that yeah he has comitment issues .... and i thought BIG WOOPTIY DEE as long as i have him im happy ... but my friend chelsea ( whos one of his friends from2nd grade) was like .. hey .. and we were talking bout indy .. " yeah i asked indy how you guys were doing and he said "okay" and im like just OKay .. whats wrong you guys just started going out ... he said that he was getting aggrivated with the lovey dovey stuff" .. and my jaw dropped open ... because inst bf/and gf about lovey dovey mushy gushy ... give anything for you or to you .. tottaly completely love and trust .. sorta thing or am i wrong ... and i havent even pushed myself on him ... havent tried to kiss him .. ( on the lips) just a kiss on the cheek and he acted like he didnt even feel it ... so im wondering what im doing wrong .. and im so depressed its not even funny ... it hurts so much because im wondering why wont he let me get close to him .... i no i no .. i should get all emotional over just a guy BUT HES NOT JUST A GUY HES MY INDY .. and i love him so much its like hes my world my everything ... and without him im nothing .. so can i ask you peoples some advice .. yeah i no it may sound like i complain about every bf i have but its just i get paranoid about em .. i wanna be the best i can be for them and thats just how i am so please help stressed
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