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Dammnit Camellia...

Why?

Why'd you have to ******** die...?

Sometimes, I wonder why we even get up in the morning...



Today is one of the worse days I have faced yet.

My friend Sarah slipped on a patch of ice and fractured her arm. Now, she'll have trouble typing her unimaginably hard assignments for that b***h teacher of her's Ms. Yu. Poor Sarah..

My best friend Leslie's big secret is finally discovered. Her parents found out about her boyfriend. She quit her job and now I wonder if they'll ever see one another like they use to...

I was never suppose to be in any of my classes today. I completely forgot about a field for my Art Studio II class to the Art Institue of Chicago. I finally remember this second period...

Camellia died.

She ******** DIED.

I found this out shortly after going to second period. One of the girls started talking about one of the girls from our school died in her sleep between this past Friday night and Saturday morning. We asked for her name. She said Camellia...

Camellia sits next to me in art class. Despite her punk or gothic appearance , she was a very, very nice person2 and a very good student. I made friends with her at the beginning of the semester. She told me her problems, her mom, how she told drugs and such. I told her mine, my mom, and how life always came to bite me in a** and such.

From what I was told, her overdosed on cocaine. She had a heart condition and when she went to sleep, she had a heart attack and died in her sleep.

To be honest... I wish no better way for anyone to go. She died the way most of us wish we could.

Now, tomorrow, I'll have to go to art class and forever stare at that empty seat next to mine...



Camellia, you idiot...

I hope you saw me as a friend as much as I did you...