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On December 13, 1989 at 9:00 am, I was born in a small hospital in San Juan Puerto Rico.

You see, today it's suposed to be special- I myself tought so too- but I've just realized that it's not so much. It's just another day. The only thing that changes, is the fact that you are 17 winter seasons older.

Or so, that applies to me.

I'm not sad. Don't feel sorry. I didn't expect you to even know or remember. I just didn't wanted to make you feel guilty about not remembering such an "important" day.

It an't important. It's completely the same as any other day. It's the same. Age means nothing to me. I'll always feel like an old lady, no matter how much I look at the mirror and see I'm not an old lady.

I just... gave up on almost everything.

So if it's someone who should say sorry, then that's me.

I'm sorry... I also gave up on you.