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well im over indy .... if he doesnt love me then i wont waste my time ... but uh travis ... my ex was in the lirbray wensday and he was sitting next to emily and me i was on emilys left and travis was on her right ad were all laughing and jokeing around .. then hes like ... " can i talk to you" so im like " sure" so we walk off .. hes like " what if we went out" " my parents would kill me" " why" " cause at zachs party you ignored them" " i didnt no who they were" " oh" " see i got these feelings and they really never went away" " i see" " yeah" " well ill talk to my mum and let you no okay" " uh im sorry i shouldnt have broken up with you because of my dad" " oh thats okay" then i walked off so he keeps flirting with me at school the rest of the day then he sands me a maiil that night ... " I think we should continue to be friends, Then see what happens in the near future because I dont want to break your hart. We need to see first if we are still stable with each other" so i left him a messgae back " ok but when we broke up everybody kapt saying that you said i was to clingy and stuff .. and if that was one of the reasons you need to tell me COMMUNIVCATION i talked to my mum and she said since we got all the stuff cleared up .. its my choice ... so lets hang out a bit just to see if it goes ok ... but yeah i really like you but thats a good idea and if your upset or something tell me ok .. and dont cheat plz" and uh well we had a formal dance tonight .. you no dress and nice shirts kinda thing well i wasnt gonna go but emily talked me into it ... so i went ... travis didnt dance with me once .. the only time he danced with me was when i asked him and that was 1nce ... so i dont know wheather to BE FICKEN PISSED ... or hurt ... well just thought youd like to know .. he danced with a lot of other girls to without them asking him!! DAMNIT .. well bye