i'll be honest... i feel lonely sometimes.....the people i want to love wont let me. or i kant see those i love often. justin makes me feel good, because he loves me in return, hes the first(....second) person who wanted to be with me. (i say second, cause mouse wanted to be with me, i just was unsure of a girl relationship at the time and still wasnt over my first love, but if ur reading this, i think i loved you, thou everything between us has changed, i cared) i need love, i get lonely easy, i need to be held, and kissed. i love where i'm at because i get that. i love my friends siobhan, cause she wants to be with me(no not that way) she wants to hang out and so do i ^-^ but trying to get thru to somepeople and telling u them u care is so hard. i hope ur reading this and kno who u are cause i dont have the guts to say it to your face. i want to be your friend! .......damnit
and i get sad because no on comments my journal, meaning no one cares what goes on in my stupid life.........blogs make emo's out of us all.
so ******** you to all and to all a good night.
edit: oh and i can write whatever stupid s**t i want in here, cause no one reads it!
Riyu_Nailo · Sun Dec 17, 2006 @ 08:03am · 0 Comments |