Christmas isnt the same as last year, nore will it ever be again. Although at first i believed that it would be better. I was mistaken. Once again my plans have changed in an instant, and I am just now catching up with time itself. Which has once again slid further past me then I am able to understand.
No, this Christmas wont be better then last year, for it will be far worse. Sometimes I wonder why I get up? Or will I. Will I lay in bed unmoving for my losses or my gains. Or will I make a quick decision I will not understand until later? Its all a mystery soon to be solved. For Christmas is quickly approaching. I do not wish for it to come though, for the one thing I had looked forward to Christmas, well is now gone. And I must and will get over that. But sometimes I wish I could have thoes old family time Christmas, the good, happy ones. Do you not?
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Inside the Heart of a Darkangel
Mostly, feelings, what some people call poetry, Stuff about w.e sum jackass did to piss me off. Lyrics.
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