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Sitting here hands shaking. Glancing around heart racing. Desperatly thinking..."what will happen next?" Turning back staring unblinking. The illuminating monitor before me casting shadows across the room. Pulse quickening as time begins to pass...mere seconds go by but seem to everlast...this breath I take why is it so hard to grasp? The question I asked will it be answered? Nervously watching awaiting a reply. Any reply... Good bad it matters little now... as long as this moment of unknowing ceases to continue ongoing. Watching a message appearing before me. Thinking before having time to read. "This girl I've begun to adore..what will her answer be? Will it be yes or will it be no?" Heart leaping sitting here hands shaking. Staring at the screen beginning to read..At last recieving the answers I've waited to hear for so long. A smile forms at my lips. My pulse quickening...heart pounding deep within my chest...is it possible? Could it be did she...say yes?

Glancing around the small theater full of zest.
Feeling excited that I'm actually here.
Heart pounding rapidly within my chest.
Why am I so nervous it's so hard to speak to utter anything all I can do is think that I'm glad to be hers. Sitting there excited and in slight fear.
My voice caught within my throat.
Sitting there hand grasped around hers.
Mind circling around her making me feel like I could float.
Turning to the screen for a moment quickly darting back to her.
Looking at her as she smiles.
Butterflies fluttering within my stomach. Thinking "I can't believe I'm here with her"
Gaining courage looking at her smile. Feeling like I just ran a mile.
Leaning over finally doing what I had wanted to do since I first saw her. Pressing my lips to hers feeling happy for the first time. Thinking no knowing "This won't be the last time.

Your Perfect

You the girl I love.

With every push and shove.

I take I realize it's all worth it.

Your so great and wonderful with you I'll never throw another fit.

To be with you fills my life with happiness.

Now that were together I can no longer feel sadness.

It's just madness how much I adore you.

From your the way you smile to the way you tie your shoe.

It makes me love you as no other can do.

The beauty of you never ceases to amaze me.

Your so perfect you smile even when I make a shtinky.

My love for you knows to bounds.

It leaps above just by hearing the sounds.

Of your angelic voice it makes me close my eyes.

And rejoice in happy loving sighs.

I think of you every night and day.

Visions of you in my head dance and play.

Your so wonderful and I truly am lucky to be with you.

I love you Julia.

Sitting here something throbbing.
Why... Why can't I stop my head from bobbing?
Heart pounding vision blurring.
Thinking "I sure hope it don't start spurtting"
Face growing warm.
Oh god I hope he doesn't forget to warn...
Mouth watering sitting here with something throbbing.
Hands Grasping...something rasping.
Long moments pass as something pounds me fast.
Will he tell? Will I know?
Or will he just let it flow?
Heart pounding something throbbing.
Seconds pass something begins to gasp.
Will I know when to let go?
Something tapping my shoulder.
Pulling back feeling like a navy soldier.
Is it possible...could it be...did he tell me?