So... I'm sitting here watching Jackass. I'm pretty much bored out of my mind. I'm trying to collect all of the Christmas items but I don't have much patience for it. I have 5 out of 8 so far.
I haven't been able to talk or see Micheal much in almost a month. It's ******** killing me. Plain and simple. I never know when he'll call so I can talk to him for a minute, maybe two. Or, when I'll be able to see him and when have gotten to see him (three times in the past month) it hasn't been for very long at all. The most amount of time was two hours and time flew by so fast that it only felt like 30 minutes. I know that I haven't lost him permanently but goddamn, I miss the boy. I miss waking up cuddled next to him on the weekends and sitting on the phone for hours talking about mindless things that really don't mean much except knowing that we can hear each other's voices. *sigh* I miss Micheal. A lot.
Even though I took a four hour nap today I'm utterly exhausted. I think that it's time to curl up in my bed with the tv on mute and read a book.
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The light of a fading star, is what you were, is what you are
A journal for random things that go through my mind. May be troubles at home or just what I did last friday night. Also, you might find some poetry in here too...haven't decided yet...
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