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alright.. Teh Hotaru ish in so much pain @_@;

I've had bad cramps before.. but this... this is insaine.

Saturday
"Food foood!!" teh poor lil neko cried out to her grandma. "please can we get a small pizza instead of a personal??"

"that's just a wast sweetie."

x.x after awhile Tiana finally gets her grandma to get her a small pizza! ^________^

only one problem... she didn't feel well. she got her pizza.... but she had a tummy pain. she thought maybe she just put on her belt to tight.

blah blah blah....

Sunday
oh joy! uh... sunday! so exciting kinda.

I felt a 'lil weird but nothing big....

Monday
ouch o.x tummy pain.. =X so I go to teh bathroom and find a surprise >_>; my first day wasn't heavy at all.. I thought I had lucked out...

I was wrong...

Tuesday
OUCH O_X teh morning was ok.. but god as teh day progressed.. it got wrose and worse. last night I had trouble sleeping... I could only lay curled up.. my whole body hurt. >_<; but I thought about Tim holding me and I felt a lil' better.... I also had a dream... about goats and cowies that live close to our house...and at teh end of teh dream I felt pain... and I heared Tim talking to me.. I didn't see him.. I just heared him... it helped a lot.

Wednesday
wow wow wow.. that's all I gotta say. @_@ today could count as one of teh best and worse days of my life..

I get up.. and I can bearly move.. I knew I had to get on teh computer.. I needed to talk to Tim ; but those covers where so warm and comfy.. >_>;

I finally get up ^_^; and I get to talk to Tim.. yey good. but at this point I could bearly walk.. I wasn't sure if I would make it threw school.. and to top it off I had an orthodontist appointment -_-;

I go and great news! one I started feeling better! laying down like that was a huge upgrade from sitting in those uncomfy bus seats or teh school seats... and more great news.. I'm getting my braces off march 10th!!!!!


this makes me happy.. i just hope it's true >.>;

so we go to Mc D's! for some pancakes!! ^________^ I hadn't aten all day due to my tummy feeling like crap... and what do you know... it started feeling like crap even more! I ate about half a hashbrown... and it hurt to have my pants buttoned... I am so bloated right now it's not even funny >_> it hurts so much.. so we go home... I decided I'm not going back to school.. (I woulda came home or spent teh rest of teh day in the nurses officie anyways. )

and I'm happy I did cuz I got to lay back and talk to Tim over our mics... it relaxed me a ton... and it was teh highlight of my day (even teh braces news can't beat being able to talk to your b/f for a few hours)

my dream came true.. I layed quietly talking with my eyes closed.. as I heard my Tim talking in my ear.. making me feel all better without relaly being here...


then we got off! and I like feel asleep untill I hear... "ding!"

yey more Tim!! ^__^ hurt to get up from my bed but yey!


ok so he gets off and I talk to my grandma.. ouch still in pain.. and I get another surprise! :O that I'm not mentioning here xD

then I take my shower... oh god >_<; I go in and I feel like my air ish being taken away.. I can't stand up >_<; so I sit down on teh bottom of teh shower... I quickly put on my sampoo and got the hell outta their as fast as I could.

I sat their on teh bathroom floor.. no cloths on.... just stting on my towle as my hair dripped water onto teh floor.. all i wanted was to get some air.. I was shaking it wasn't fun at all. finally I relize this wasn't good... I was really cold (makes cramps 1000x's worse) so I quickly dried myself off (not doing a very good job of it..) and put on my cloths.. and sat in the living room with my mom.. I cried T__T; I couldn't take it.. I wanted this to all stop now >_<; I hated this.. why me? nothing like this has ever happend to me... god T__T;


I've never felt so bad in my life... and I finally get something else in my tummy (raman <3) but yeah it didnt' help... I didn't eat much my tummy ish too messed up... and I'm still bleeding much more than I usally would on day 3...


day 4 is tomorrow... I can only pray I'll be well enough to go to school.