Err..yeah. It is snowing...isn't getting me out of school, because it is sticking, which to me really doesn't matter. I have an Anatomy quiz tomorrow, so I don't want to miss it. I think my sneezing finally surrendered to my body. All I have now I do believe is a stuffy nose, and my voice still seems all squeaky. I miss talking to Chris...he use to talk to me on here all the time...which I know he has the time for. Grr, now I am lucky to get 2 emails a night, even though I will stand on extra late, to make sure I got to read one of his emails before I went to bed. I even use to stay up until 1am (he lives in oregon) so 10 or 11 his time was late for me, but I would stay up to call him and then drag myself to school the next morning. To me it is worth it. ^^ He doesn't even have AIM anymore...grrness...well I guess I should be glad we even email each other back. Then keeps asking me when I am flying out to see him...gah!!! Then he went to Iraq earlier last year and didn't tell me...which I don't know why he didn't. Had me all worried for months. I know that he is doing a lot of projects now..and all this stuff he enjoys, but seems like he barely has time to talk to me. I miss my old Chris, the one we would joke around with about going to Fat Camp and selling pudding to the fat kids. *sigh* Ahh!!! Jordan stop being all mushy!!!! *smacks self* I just really miss my best friend on here... He really got me out of this big decline I was in most of last year...and since he isn't around to cheer me up than a one email sentence every so many hours...seems like I am going back into my hole. I am not saying everyone I talk to on here is like ******** ups and aren't even close to his importance, but I just dont know feels like something is missing. *sigh* I dont know I just need to stop rambling on...
x{jordan}x
 [.bloody_viixen.] · Thu Feb 10, 2005 @ 06:49pm · 2 Comments |
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