Okay about the last entry... I was a bit shaken at the fact that someone else liked me (even more amazed at the face he's Jock)
Matter of the fact is.... What do you do when you still love your ex? What do I do when he still loves me? How am I supposed to ask?
"Jeez wis ex love of mine... do you think I could date this other guy? I don't mean to rip out your heart and step on it but golly gee... another guy that likes little ol me!" (Ironic isn't it Steven?)
Granted I know he will read this journal, 5 second later (after the initial shock wears off) He'll PM me
"What the hell is your journal trying to say?"
Okay that’s a lie... he only did that once after I posted about this kid Eric (with out saying the name...) pore kid though I was talkin bout him sweatdrop (sorry again about that)
This is why I'm writing this journal to give facts before hand, because I SWEAR TO GOD, I cried for three hours, because I didn't want to hurt either of them (which usually leads to TWO TIMEING >__< NOT FOR ME I AIN'T A ******** HOE!)
Okay there's the info, and if either of you reads this... I want both of you to know I love you guy and don't ever want to hurt either of you... I also never wanna stop being your friends...
*Holds head and scream* WHY THE ******** DID THIS HAVE TO HAPPEN NOW? I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO RETARDED ABOUT THESE THINGS! I just wanna find my match and get it over with... I don't wanna be 40 years old and STILL a virgin emo
******** crap I'll talk to you peep's later emo
Dante
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