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I usually stop talking to everyone I know when I move. So why am I still talking to my friends instead of hiding in isolation like normal. I know sooner or later all tie's and connections will stop and I will vanish like the wind. It always happans. Everyone thinks they know me but no one really does. I don't tell anyone my feelings or even my dreams or my past. I hide everything I have so I know I still have things besides the pain that has consumed my life. I move so often I try not to make any friends, but I thought this time was different. It would of been the longest I stayed at a single school my entire life. But no, my mom decides to move once again breaking the promise of never moving me out of the school system. So were am I know. Once again forced to deal with everything again and find out with the new place is like. I'm sick of it. No one truely knows why I choose to be called Zar'roc Hidden in the Villege of Misery. Its for the misery of me always having to do things that not alot of other people have to deal with. Most the people I know only more once or maybe twice in there life. I have moved way more times. i stay in the shadows and don't let anyone know my feelings because it don't do any good. I may see them for a few months or alittle more then poof I'm gone and all alone. Hell when I went back to were I grew up, none of my old friends even remember me. I'm just something that can be replaced and something that can vanish in a blink of an eye.