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Hmph! Talk about a screwed up way to find things out. Gatta say it does seem my fault... but I REGRET NOTHING!!! It aint my fault they drew the conclusion, just shows how people dont get the point of things. Say one nice thing, do a good deed and people will find ways to miss conclude your sense of self. Not saying the assumption was an insult but rather an attack on my sense of self. I have melded the person i am today, everything in my fiber i owe to myself. And i'll be damned before i give in the vices of others! Pride is a tricky thing, too much your and arrogant baffoon to little and you bend to the will of others thus slowly losing what makes you your own person. To have that right balance is a rare thing. To know when to swallow your pride when your wrong and to carry out your desire with confidence when you know you are right. Understanding is key but do i understand enough. NO, NO DOUBTS! I do what i think is right... no what i know is right! No body tells me otherwise!! Im not scared of voicing whats on my mind but i wont for now... dont know who to blame for one. I'll blame myself for not being clear on my intentions and for not showing who i am for now. Is it too much to ask for a little honesty? i mean just ask the source for crying out loud. Now im branded for something i am not, though i dont care i'll wear my brand as if to show there un-informed assumption. And wear it proudly i will.

I am me, me is a sense of self, self is what i am, what i am is what i will it, what i will is what i want, and what i want is to be me.