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feel alot right now -im so emo- XP |
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some of you guys know how i feel. I have alot of emotions right now, depressed, angry, upset, and sad. I really am hurt inside, but i'll be ok though. I just need to fight hell, and get through this. Im struggling in my life right now, but i hide it up with a lil grin. But dont worry about me, because you can't help. You can try, but it wont work. All i do everyday is just listen to emo music, look at pictures, and dream all my sorrow will be gone. I try to forget about it, but it cant never be erased. Its like a part of me right now, a thump by my heart, a vein in my arm, the laces to my shoes, just a part of me. Sorry if I let you think about something, but I just wanna talk about it. People say, man, you over it, but why am i writing this right now, because i cant. I think about it every single day Im just in my own llittle cold world, covered by fog to hide its misery and damage. I just feel like im not supposed to be here, and just let it be here, instead of me, but that wont do anything, wont it. I wish I could be free, free from everything. Free from all this pain im feeling. But life isnt like that, so I just have to find the door with the light at the end. I just want to feel normal again, you know, thats all I want. I wish I could. I only wish.
iKinshino · Thu Jan 11, 2007 @ 02:33am · 4 Comments |
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