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I got all depressed today cause I heard part of a sad song... so I thought about bear and it made it better.

so, bear, I know you hate too many compliments, so don't read this...

I once made a list of all the nonnegotiable things I wanted in a guy.
Ethan goes above and beyond what I wrote.
Words cannot even begin to express how lucky I feel to have him.
He's like... a safe haven, where I can feel safe, cared for and loved.
I feel horrible when I do something that he doesn't like, and want to perfect my self for him, with out being boring. I can let lose around him with out being judged. He... gets me. And I'm trying to do the same for him. I've screwed up for him before, and only want to learn from it and make an even brighter future.
I'm sorry for not paying attenion to you. I'll try harder, as long as you still care. heart

Ethan, if you're still reading even after I warned you not to, I love you, a zilloin trillion gazillion times over, for forever and a week and a half.

No, despite what this sound like, I'm not begging him to come back, I just felt a sudden love wave comming on.

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and, looking at my past, karma would advise not to post this, because soon after I do, he's gonna leave me. *crosses fingers for otherwise*