now this one....my pride in a few ways. i am not upset of the way she turned out. i originally drew her when i was not with anyone but there was a boy i was so inlove with. he always had a thing for short skirts and pantie shots. it must be all that anime he watches....
anyway, the girl looks nothing like me and that is because at the time he was with someone else. my heart at the time was filled with jealousy and pain and loneliness. i have no idea how i made it through that summer, gardening every day, giving me lots of time to think about him and the decitions he had made. it was true, he left me because i hadn't grown up, i was immature and needed to move on. so i drew her happy and turning to greet him as i would. she too has a lot of meaning to me, she is what got me through the long nights i spent thinking that i will never be with him again and he would end up screwing up his life for a girl i hated and didnt even know...
[funny, i do have those clothes tho......the shirt anyway....]
also, if i ever post any of the other girls up, you will notice that they all wear the same necklaces... also, you may or may not notice, the girl i drew int he dark shares those necklaces too....for they are all an image of me one way of another or like....i want it to be me. and now that i think about it, the cat girl i drew on the rainy day when i was burning stuff has them too....
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 Adiiru · Fri Jan 19, 2007 @ 02:01pm · 0 Comments |
