Today was great. I hung out with friends. And expressed a certain something to a certain someone. Here is the convo.
Me: Person's Name,
For once the shadow's gave way to light, when I finally found out that I have real feelings with you. That one day at the mall, when you and I flirted around, I was really hoping that you would ask me out. I forget about all my depression, and my smiles are real when I'm around you. Normally I hate it when people call me "Tasha", but it brightens up my day when you do. You text me and I smile, I talk to you on the phone and I try to hold back the giggles. I feel like a little girl again everytime I'm around you, and I always get pictures in my head of just you and me together, and you holding me. I havn't felt this way about anyone in a long time. I trust you more than anything, and love you more than life. At first, I thought that this was just a little crush, but it's bigger than that. I was crying today because you couldn't go to the mall, and I'm not entirely sure why I was crying, cause I havn't cried in a month. But I did, and all I know is I was crying over you. Apparently I have strong feelings for you that I don't quite understand or know the extent of, but their there, and I can only hope you have them for me. Love, Natasha
Them: srry my message thing is still being retarted. but anyway yeah i actually do feel the same and the day at the mall i was gonna ask u out the next day but that was the day that Another random person broke down in front of me and kissed me and then whenever i would try 2 ask u out since then uve always had a bf(or gf...lol)so im glad i finally have the chance 2 date u love...if u do go 2 hudson u have 2 get sixth lunch so then u can be with me =P
Yea, today was simply wonderful
Contemplating Seppuku · Sun Jan 21, 2007 @ 05:45am · 0 Comments |