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I am so. tired. I literally couldn't wake up this morning.

Like.... sichisel eventually dumped water on me, which is SO cliche. And it was cold water, which i really don't like.... cause it's cold. And wet. So there's nothing good about it.

but honestly, it's not just cuz I can't get enough sleep. I'm very, very tired of what I'm doing, at the moment.

Now, the majority of you won't think much of that because, from your POV, I do nothing but hang around and annoy people.

Which is partly true....but.... Ugh. I'm just so tired.

Like, take Wolf, for example. The fact that he's still only got a half grip on reality, even after all the work we all put into him, is exhuasting. He bit me again today, just out of the blue. I don't even think he was hungry. He apologized later, but he was lucid then, so it dosn't count.

it's unfair. If you leave someone alone and forget about them for a very long time in a small room, there will inevitably be some scars. It's unfair that Wolf has to be like he is. it's unfair that Megumi is scared of undressing, even around her daughter. (especially around her daughter, now that i think about it.) I'm sure that they'd point out that it's also unfair that i have to check for cameras every time i sleep, but it's not at all bad, compared to everyone else. Like lex. Lex is still there. i mean, it's not fair for him more than me. It's so exhuasting.

Feh. Enough complaints. I'm going to sleep.