meanings of what someone does and says are total opposite transitions of something that may occur or what have been done.
How can you someone be revealed in a matter of exempt precatious memories of something he once thought he was missing through his life he was forgetting who he was. They say the word comes from A momentium of something that triggers a unbalance emotions in your body. If that is so true why does jelousy and sorrow come from it as well? Why does everyone neglect the memories of a shadow that haunts your every word you spoke. I know nothing of this word love that consist of emotions and gratitude that is up to date in the near future. Everytime I think I figured it out, it ends up stabbing me in the heart and twisting the blade until numbness occurs.
Its funny, people wonder why I have such high standards for friends and these so called relationships I have well that is the reason I feel that way. I dont want to be the one who gets seduced into a agony of retained feelings or soften up to a sugar coated affection of memories. The co existant of oneself is prosecuted under affections twords the eyes of subliminal corruptance meaning you will be mesmoriezed and hypnotized by there beauty and arrousment on yourself. Reading this you might this is total bull s**t but.... in the back of your mind you will remember what the feeling of being lonely is.
The arrogance of emotions are twisted and sick. They never tell you how you really feel only judge you on how you want to feel. Understanding is not an option in the feelings and emotions of oneself therefore it doesnt exist. All you do is hold back ever last bit of gratitute you ever had for yourself and one day break down and let it all out then realize you had no idea of what you just said.
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