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dunno what to type about. so i'll just ramble i guess. here goes:

i'm getting 2 teeth pulled tomorrow. i'm not really dreading it, because they're going to put me out. if they didn't, id just refuse to get out of bed. novacaine would be horrible, because needles make me nervous and i feel like puking when i see them or think about them. (uh o. happening already....!) anyway, an example of my squimishness: when i was younger, i used to cry whenever jenny got a shot. yeah. i was so afraid of them id just sit there whimpering while she's looking at me and thinking, "what the ******** is wrong with u?" i also used to cry if the cat got a shot. yep.

and its also better they're knocking me out becuz i'm also very squeamish with my own blood. other people's is fine. doesn't worry me at all. but mine just freaks me out. well, i don't have all the symptoms as needles. i can somewhat think about it. and i can taste it too. but if i see it i just spaz out.

sweatdrop yeah......................................................

on a less embarrassing note, i went to borders once again today. so i went on sunday, and now on wendesday. they should begin to know my name pretty soon. i'm a regular! lol anyway, they were missing the 8th volume in fruits basket (manga. ya wouldn't get it.) so i had to order it. but the manga sale is all over. before, it was buy three get one free, so i'd get 4 each time. but today they didn't, but i still picked up 4. i just skipped over 8 and ordered that one so they could call us. they're kind of expensive. each volume is $10, but i get mom's 20% teaching discount, and when the sale was still on, i saved a lot............ the sale was still on on sunday, so when i got 4 books instead of fourty bucks it was only around twenty five or somethin. today it was around 33. but i'm starting chores, so my mom's paying me for those and just subtracting my wage money from the book expenses. good thing. i'm almost broke. i've spent over 120 dollars or so there just this year.

sweatdrop man that a lot. i should really get a less expensive hobby..................