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this is My Light...i tihnk i was in a weird mood when i wrote it:

Wake up
Wake up
It's what I hear
To my mind
Binding me still
I wish
I want
I beg
Wake up
Wake up
I hear myself screaming inside
I feel myself bleeding inside
I feel myself dieing inside
I want to scream
But I can't
My mind binds me
Forever I want to scream
I feel the cold touch of nothingness
Creeping, ever creeping
Toward the destruction
Toward the chaos
I fall, forever screaming
I feel the pain
I taste the blood
I sense the death, the destruction
My destruction
Turn around
Be careful on your journey
Feel my warmth
Feel my light
My desctruction is near
But don't be sad
Cause my light will go on
Forever I am falling
Forever I am screaming
Forever I feel the nothingness
I hear the voices
I try to think about it
I gave my chance to live my life to you
To everybody
Don't be sad
The weight of sorrow shall be gone
Do not mourn my desctruction
I feel myself
I feel my way
Through the nothingness, the darkness
No light existes here
I'm all alone
But you are not
I gave myself to the nothingness
I do not regret it, forever I shall be there
Be here
Be everywhere
I feel my way through the nothingness
Forever here, forever there, forever everywhere
The light you see when you close your eyes
That light will never leave
Even while I'm nothingness
While I'm darkness
Forever I shall be here and there
And everywhere
Think of only my light
Never about my death
Cause it won't help
I'm nothingness now
But my light is still here and there, with everyone
The sacrafice of a lifetime, my sacrafice, I feel no regret, for I know I'm remembered
Cause I'm the one who will guide you
My light.