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I'm really in love with this guy, he is my boifriend. but today...yes valentines day, something changed. he's not sure if he loves me the same as he did. or even at all. I'm looseing him more and more each second. it hurts so badly. after i got off the phone with him i read tyler's journal entry. i dont know how to say how much it hurt. it wasnt a bad hurt, but i dont think it was a good hurt. and to tell you the truth, i think i love him.the sad part is that his entry made me relize that he loved me more than my boifriend loves me. and I love him more than my boifriend. and i dont know what to do. My best friend is sooo mad at him because i have never cried in front of a person, but it wasnt bad. right now i'd rather be dead than feel this way.

Posted by: forgotten_teardrop Wed Feb 14, 2007 @ 10:14pm

"if in this world there was only you and only me, we would forever be."

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Commented on: Thu Feb 15, 2007 @ 12:23am


	Sarah, I really love you and I think that if you are unhappy, I will make you feel better. I dont want you to be sad, or dead, I want you to be happy and thats all that matters, I really want to be with you. And by the way, happy valentines day. I cant wait to see you soon, And I hope you feel better. I feel REALLY sad about making you cry, and I will NEVER do it again, I love you too much to hurt you. Im sorry, c ya.