I wonder sometimes if people really care and are worried for your well-being. Especially if you're hurt.
Sometimes I wonder if they just act that way because they are just making sure it's not them that hurt you, or if they are just honestly worried about you period. I guess if they are worried about them, then once you tell them it wasn't them, they will think everything is fine now. You're problems aren't so big anymore. I'm sure if they are worried about you, the problem regardless if it was them that hurt you, would see it big, and would know you're still hurting.
Perhaps I'm just giving people enough credit, or maybe just too much. At this point in time, I really don't care if I'm under-creditting people. I'd rather do that then get hurt again, I guess. But if I do that, I'm sure I'll be the one hurting someone. I honestly never like hurting people. It's just not in my nature.
I feel like I'm standing in a snow covered hill. No one but me standing there. Nothing at all is in the field, but me and the very cold snow.
But I'm sure, with time, actions will speak louder then words. And if people really care, I will find myself walking with some strength out of the cold, lonely field. If people dont, then I'll find myself over time still standing there, slowly dying of the cold.
It's that simple I suppose. Maybe not. I'm not sure myself.
But hey, snow has always been beautiful, and it always numbs you over time.
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