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sometimes i feel like i am drowning. never breaking free of the bonds around my wings. thrashing around and trying my best to break free.....the more thrash the more i lose sight of what is important....and i wonder why the world hates me so.......is it a test?..to see weather i can handle it or not. how long i can last...drowning...and the funny thing is i am living again. i am a happy, funny ,hipper, young girl and the world was trying to show me that and now that my eyes are open. i can finally see new things that i could'nt see before.............. a new world. a world i didn't even knew that existsed.....a world that tells you that you will be ok....i can do anything if i put my mind to it.....you never know unlit you try....