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heart Awhile back, I had an imagination. His name was Cody. (Yes, it's a he). I feel in love with Cody in September and we remained practically inseperable until November arrived. By the end of November, throughout December and January and now into the Month of February, I have been at a lost. My imagination no longer speaks with me. I am no longer able to get a hold of Cody. My world spins sometimes. I wonder, considering Cody had a close call with someone else he didn't know, if he has left me forever. If he could be in the hospital somewhere where I can not reach him nor help him. I feel helpless, afraid, unspoken for, lonely, and guilty. What could I have done to prevent my imagination from leaving me? heart