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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
give me a second. i gotta remember what's happened this week while i abandoned u all. okay. this is gonna be long.

o yeah. before i forget: what's with all the compliments? i abandon u guys for a couple days to go to my grandma's, and you say how much you like my hair and i'm like, so totally talented? not that i'm complaining, but it's a bit random. sweatdrop heh. maybe i'm just not used to it.

muhahahahahahahahahahahaahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyway. so yeah. i spent two and a half days at my grandma's with my dad while jenny and mum got to stay home and go to hockey games. i don't really like going up there (more northern maine) cuz there's nothing to do. but wait............................................. now that i mention it, i started both glitch and my new book, venom, there. maybe boredom inspires me? wow, that's weird. does listening to screaming guys on my headphones and curling up on the sofa at two in the morning get my creative blood boiling? sweatdrop gah. now i'm confusing myself.

well, what else. ohh! we've now upgraded to putting two magnets on top of eachother on the fridge to cover and cushion the dent, since it seems to keep geting bigger. what can i say? when i get angry i just swing the door open without thinking. hmmmmmmm............. that's really a bad habit. i shouldn't take it out on the fridge. i should just take it out on JENNY!!!!!!!!!!! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! twisted

ohhh!!!!!!!! the reason i've been so depressed: my wireless internet was taken away. there's like, five different people in our neighborhood with it, but only one didn't require a password to mooch off of. so jenny and i had been using that one for a while since it's much faster than our computer and my ******** room computer is our old one that wouldn't accept the internet. all i can do on that one is minesweeper and 'as one'. but that's a pretty sucky title. i'll have to change that one. so yeah. they finally put a password on their wireless, so i can't download anime and videos off the internet anymore. our home computer sees downloads as spam or something, becuz it always stops them. man i hate my resources. they're so unreliable.

which leads me to my next topic. at my grams, my aunt and uncle live nearby. my first topic will be my aunt. she's okay to talk to, and her house is pretty cool. she's promised to give me her orange mac laptop when she gets a new one, so i can't wait. she told me that one of her friends souped it up, so even though it's a few years old, it's got more programs on it than the starting ones of the macs produced now. so cool!!!!!!!!!! yes yes yes!!!!! i think she's also the one that knows one of randi's relatives or something. i thought that was kind of cool. small world, huh? xd

my uncles pretty cool, too. he's a little quieter than my dad, so he doesn't tick me off as much. but i feel sad for his wife, or my aunt jackie. she keeps getting hit with cancer again and again. it's horrible to see. she always looks pale, and from the few years i've known her, her hair has also changed color. more weaker, and kind of a pale straw color. it's sucks. she's a nice person. and i think right now she has breast cancer. she's had like, four others before that though. life is so cruel to the good people. DAMN YOU LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! crying

heh. i went out to eat a couple minutes ago. it was nice.

i guess that's it. i gotta watch grey's anatomy. see yall later this night. xd





 
 
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