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it consumes you. tears at your heart, your soul, your very living being. it can not be controlled, it can only be thought of. no one can help you break free, no one can tell you how to escape, no one can see your pain. you lie there staring at the blackness in the mirror, crying, laughing, screaming, yelling at it. but it does nothing but grins, an stares at you as if your nothing but game. you shall always be one of the lifeless ones, you think to yourself, but you won't become a killer. you reach for the blood crusted knife and press it against your chest. "I give up", you say to your reflection and its smile widens. The blade breaks the skin an you feel pain...but only...for a second and then you think, why did i do this?! "Because your weak", says your reflection," and again I am to feast on another soul, that is filled with the sweetness of pain, anger, and sorrow." he laughs, and you watch him as your eyes slowly, slowly close..............
Thank You stare