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ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
another thing. i was just watching the prisoner of azkaban a lil while ago with all of the boggarts and everything. and i thought: what am i afraid of?

well, spiders. they creep me out, and always start moving when i'm on the brink of snapping. they can smell the fear, can't they? confused well, that's what my science teacher said.

but more than that. i just thought it through, and found out what's worse than spiders. i guess what i'm most afraid of is being alone. that everyone around me is killed, and i'm all alone. or that everyone rejects me. looking at me with eyes filled with hate or indifference. that i start thinking that the world would be better off if i just died. i guess that's what would really scare me.

whoah. little too deep there. but still. it's true.

hmmm. so what are all of you afraid of? don't make me the only one to make a confession. sweatdrop






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Dexaa
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commentCommented on: Mon Feb 26, 2007 @ 12:40am
i'm scared of... hell
i think we're all going there but... when i saw ghoast rider lol... it scared me
i'm also scared of losing the ones i love


commentCommented on: Mon Feb 26, 2007 @ 01:42am
don't worry, megsy. i'll be here for you! forever and ever and ever twisted

i'm scared of...well, in short, the future. mainly of how i'll die, tho. whenever i read about a death in a book and how the character feels before they die, i'm just like, "will i think like that when i die?" then i imagine myself dying. it's great, reimaging you won death again and again and again. just hunky dory.



Weaselletta
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