Live a life of me, and soon you will see that it is not all "as it should be."
I'm trying to decide my emotions toward him. I knew out friendship was going to end, but I wasn't sure how long it would take. I wanted him out of my life, but the only way to do that was to alter mine. He was the one who finally did the going away. Except to him "away" is a few yards, but it can also feel like a million miles. I'm glad he's gone, yet I miss him horribly. We could go back to where we were, but I'm not willing to say what is needed to get back. Soom he will be a memory and I'm not sure I can stand a memory. He was an abusive person, and now that I think about it, he didn't have many good qualities. I can remeber the last words I said to him before I truely realized we weren't friends anymore. Then the shock set in, in 5th period, and I didn't know what to do. Maybe he will miss me someday, the way I miss him. But I miss him less everyday, so I won't e missing much soon.
What I'm trying to say is: Why did a good friendship just suddenly dissapear?
 Death Note XPD154 · Sun Mar 04, 2007 @ 02:04am · 0 Comments |
