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yah i would think i would have a nice day to start off the school week but yah it was cold....boring .....fighting off the hugs of freinds in home room.....waiting for some one just to talk to meh for a min or two ....worring about classes and which ones i am failing in .....thinking about meh freinds that just hate meh now for some reason ......trying to avoid eh home room class mate for a while thinking about getting meh home room teacher to just move meh away from the person i hate now .....thinking about life it self and how it is so ******** up.....still being meh self ...queit and shy .....maybe thats why no one will talk to meh but yah i have a feeling that i will be this way for a very long time i really did hate meh old and loud self i hated being the one who had to talk to some one even if it was a teacher....i hated having to know everything that everyone is doing i hated failing every class...i hated getting into trouble....i hated talking so much then feeling bad and regreting the things i said when i came home ....i hated being with meh family and loving them for no matter who they are ....i just hate today....