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A journal......what else is it supposed to be? Pretty much all I'll write about is well,what happens during life....so yeah. Nothing special.
Depressions
I've been really depressed for the past few weeks.
I may not show it much at school,but for some reason I just don't feel as happy as I usually am.
I guess it's when I'm home is when I'm depressed the most.
It doesn't really matter since I just lock myself in my room,and hurt myself both physically and mentally. I very much Hate myself. 3nodding
I don't spend much time with my dad,and I really could care less,for it seems he could only care for the children of his current girlfriend.
I've always wondered how my parents could "love" me.
Whenever they say it,I never believe them.
I also wonder why it is that my friends could care for me either.
I'm a horrible person(I think that anyway) and I don't know how they can stand me really.
But I've realized that I'm always depressed on the weekends.
I find it strange,and it confuses me,but I'm always unhappy on the weekends.





 
 
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