I'm not adjusting to this:
My boyfriend works 12 hour shifts now at his new job. All week long, and into last week, we've been arguing about it. Last night was the worst one yet.
It started over some miscommunication over google chat last night. We argued about me not seeing him for a while. I told him that I wanted some space to figure some things out since I'm stressing over him not seeing me as much. He couldn't seem to understand that in order for me to figure out why I've been acting this way that I need some time to myself. I asked for a week, and he almost blew up in my face, saying I was breaking up with him. I'm not breaking up with him, I just want some time to sort my feelings out.
This morning, I feel so lousy. I just want to crawl into bed and stay there until I can sort everything out. I feel terrible for making my boyfriend feel lousy. I feel like he deserves better than me. Why can't I just adjust to his schedule and get over my selfish feelings of jealousy?
Why?
 Earths_Eclipse · Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 03:51pm · 0 Comments |
