so ya...my parents hate me, and that I was a mistake, kinda nice for them being my parents.
Work however is going exceptionally well, I have given the kids something there parents havent....A mentor... my oldest said that I am his role Model....it made me cry to think that a loser like me is a role model to three (crazy but bright) young children. A lot of things have been going wrong with my life, however Nicol has helped me through it. Journal...answer me one thing...why is it that I can hardly accept my own past and yet she can?, answer me why I feel at peace when I am around her? answer me.....why am I not dead yet?
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Wow...honestly...I cant help it I am a Warhammer Freak
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*Clears through*
1st – you are not a loser *points to self* I have been in a taboo club for 3 years so far. Who is the loser? Me ok. Good
2nd – What have a told you 1 million times?? “If get lost in the past you can’t live in the present and lose sight of the future” Kay? Plus just ask Zala she’ll tell you Nicol=forgiving.
3rd – umm when around me you feel at peace??… *Jumps out of dark causing you to scream* well if you call that peace ok…You may have to ask Zala about that, according to Holly V I have a calming aura *Gets asked for hug from Holly V*
4th – You are not dead yet because Zala nor I have had a reason to kill you ^-^, and Momo has not cut your self asteam to where it can not be brought back. Remember it is like a dandilion whee
So smile for your friends, for me, but most of all smile for your self. Remember there are many people here that Love you for the you inside… Yes I know what I say my be corny but I learn form the Master… xp
I love you Kath never forget that. I am here for you 24/7…Due to the fact half the time I don’t sleep. I swear there is some nocturnal animal in my breeding…
Nicol