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ok if i dont want to talk to some ppl i tell them i dont want to talk to them any more and i always hope that they leave that s**t alone .....but no they dont they keep on talking trying to get meh to forgive them or just even say go away so that can ask if they can come back ...and it does happen

if i dont like talking to u dont go and tell MY BESTEST FREIND ON GAIA that they must tell meh to talk to ur a** ...i dont like ppl who stalks everything i do on gaia i hate ppl that just random pm meh and they arent that close or not a hawt avi or pro. .....i hate being treated like a child like i need to be questioned for meh reasons for not talking to some on ...i have so many thoughts and me heads to juss hurt there feeling and i have feelings of suicide after it ....i am a perfectioist when it comes to wat i want .....i hate comments that r negative and that might ruin meh reputaion on gaia ..i dont want ppl to hate meh b/c i dis-like them i just want them to find a nother way of being freinds with some one cooler than meh which is not hard to find but yah i hate all those who hurt meh and forgot about meh ....i hate that and i want to correct that ...i want to correct every one that have done wroung by meh ....i dont want to feel left out ...i dont want to feel un-loved ...i dont want ppl to say to meh that they love meh but they only like meh b/c they feel sory for meh or that they think i am the one ....even though so many ppl thought i was the one but did they ever think to them selves if they were the one ?

i know this is a ver long journal read but i hate being pushed into talking or doing something for some one that is a complaining, whining, and wanting meh to feel pitty on them b***h!!.....i hate all of this ....

now thats off meh chest (no wait pie ish on meh chest ^.^)
i feel better now ..
bye