sad I dont know whats wrong with me....I just feel sad..random depression? Maybe...could it be bipolar....who knows could be...I dont know bipolar sounds like a psycological excuse to use as one needs... I dont change moods at random something sets me off...Maybe I just dont remember what made me depressed at the moment but I might remember and if I dont...meh oh well like it matterrs right? another day hour minute second goes by and with each tick of the clock I find myself giving less and less of a s**t about anything....*sigh* Well if I have what I like to call a "Angry Thought" I can punch the living goddamn hell out of something and probably break something (mainly me walls and wooden things hurt sad ) now a angry thought isnt a thought that is upsetting for me....well it is but its not also that but happy thoughts as well....or sad thoughts....things that make me snap...lol Now think back to all my entires if your a reader.....Did I ever say I was normal? I just feel like doing something.....other then sit here and scream at my foot to stop hurting...but alas it dothn't listen (no clue if Dothn't is a word but if not tis now)....Well I did one thing I quit MDs well I put in a 2 weeks notice....I want to be on my time again...just for a bit...Im tired of unpredictable scheduels...I am hoping for a better job somewhere else hopfully with better pay neutral but dont we all hope this? Well I am done....But my most recent saying I have come to find works with more than the subject the quote will suggest but ...anywho here goes...
"Death is inevitable.There is no need to fear it, nor rush upon it.Life is short and precious so take each day as it comes.Live for the moment."
Like that? I made it up (even though its kinda like a bunch of older phrases I put them together so it works for me) well Peace and Love..
P.S. A thought for the day...."Everyone has a right to go to Hell"
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Mind of a mad man....
These are just thoughts I guess...
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To bad about the whole McDonald's thing. It'd probably be better to have a solid more predictable thing anyway. neutral Can't say I know what causes odd change of the mood that aren't exactly sudden. People used to think I was bi-polar for it... but the whole thing with bi-polarism is more intense then that, of at least it was on Degrassi... but don't discredit the idea... it is possible. However I don't really know anything...
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