my best friend was a loving and carring girl we would go evrey where to gather. one day i had a dream not to clear but enough i saw blood and heard a car screech and heard a familiar voice crying awoke up before it said a name i was scared i cauolnt figure it out. the next week the same dream came and went all ways the same from begging to end. one day i got sick and stayed home when school came out i hear the screech and got spooked and the dream replaye din my mind over and over the blood and the car and the voice i ran to the car and saw the blood then isaw my friend she was coverd in blood i was dizzy and weak i ran over to her and screamed her name she didnt wake up after a few minutesthe umbulance came and took her. after one day her mom came and told me se didnt live i stared to cry and cry. after that we went to her funeral i didnt protect her when she asked me to in the dream.now im the cause of her death and nothing can change that no matter what i will not be the same.after a week iwent back to shool everybody evean the teachers starring at me that made me mad and that whern it happen all went rong my life took a harsh turn and i was never the same person. now evean when i think about it the dream is clearr from beging to end. tody im not the person my thought i would grow up to im diffrent i now shes in heven......but im going to hell for not protecting her i will never be reborn never to cuse pain and now i live to cause pain im not the same.
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u had to live with these thoughts of failer. It is not ur fault she died. i mean
if the dreams was a message how were u soposed to know when it would occur
and if ur freind was as close to u as u say she was im sure she would forgive u
and i can relate to what happened to u i have failed to protect someone close to
me but i make up 4 it by watching over my other friends from being picked on and harm sorry about what happpened to u sad