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I'm so sad, even though he says he doesn't care, I think I hurt someone I really really love. I didn't mean too. I only wanted to avoid hurting him so I left him...now he hates me. I hurt him. I didn't want to. I didn't mean to. I hope we can still be friends though. I care for him so much and knowing that I'm the one who hurt him makes me want to start crying and never stopping. I won't say his name cause I don't think he'd be too happy about it but I really wish he'd understand that I did what I felt I had to do so I wouldn't hurt him. I hate myself so damn much right now. I hope he'll forgive me and talk to me again. I did the exact opposite of what I wanted to do.