There's too many things going on in my mind, as you can tell by the 3 journal entries in a day thing. D:
Life fails. srsly.
lyk rly
failfailfailfailfailfailfailfailfailfail. On and on and on and on and on and on.
FAIL.
Oh snap!
_______________________________________________________
How many days has it been?
Singing myself to sleep.
How many days have I
cried myself to sleep?
Whispered letters
Written notes
How many times
have you lied?
The rhythmic beating
of a heart beats off and on.
An obstacle blocks my way
from insanity.
Of all things stupid
of all things ironic
of all things that I could feel
of all the emotions that flooded my mind.
Cloud my thoughts
inject a needle full of drugs into my veins
to calm me down
so I can feel no more pain,
no more sorrows
and no more happiness
Have you ever felt so?
Like being stabbed with a dull, dull knife
Right through the back,
and right through the chest.
Kill me if you must.
Slowly
Painfully
Dully
Save me.
What to do.
Let me walk outside.
To feel reality
as I've never felt if before.
Living in my dreams
living and not existing.
Why don't you make it worse?
This curse
that was put upon me
by our fate
Live
hope
Dream
Believe
But,
What happens?
If nothing happens?
Life fails. srsly.
lyk rly
failfailfailfailfailfailfailfailfailfail. On and on and on and on and on and on.
FAIL.
Oh snap!
_______________________________________________________
How many days has it been?
Singing myself to sleep.
How many days have I
cried myself to sleep?
Whispered letters
Written notes
How many times
have you lied?
The rhythmic beating
of a heart beats off and on.
An obstacle blocks my way
from insanity.
Of all things stupid
of all things ironic
of all things that I could feel
of all the emotions that flooded my mind.
Cloud my thoughts
inject a needle full of drugs into my veins
to calm me down
so I can feel no more pain,
no more sorrows
and no more happiness
Have you ever felt so?
Like being stabbed with a dull, dull knife
Right through the back,
and right through the chest.
Kill me if you must.
Slowly
Painfully
Dully
Save me.
What to do.
Let me walk outside.
To feel reality
as I've never felt if before.
Living in my dreams
living and not existing.
Why don't you make it worse?
This curse
that was put upon me
by our fate
Live
hope
Dream
Believe
But,
What happens?
If nothing happens?
