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*sighs* Spring Break...

As it turns out, it still looks like I'm going on that trip, but unfortunately, my mother's gotta get her credit cards all figured out and paid off. Watch it take longer than suspected...

I'm usually last to think about in my little world. Sad, but true. Plus, my b-day usually comes later as well. If you want to know, my b-day's on April 19. Usually, the whole birthday aspect usually doesn't come around until like late May or early June.

Once again, it's sad but true. But, I've grown accustomed to it.

I mean, think about it... Didn't your parents think about you up until the last minute and then get your birthday presents a little after you become another year older? After all the things your family and friends promised you?

I've dealt with lies and broken promises for the last 20 years of my life, yet still, I've hung on to what little sanity I have left.

I'm not surprised if I get what's been promised to me a number of times over.

I'm not surprised even if I don't get the things I asked for. It's happened to me countless times, leaving me in a "Ah, ******** it" state.

I'm certain you've dealt with being lied to as well, huh? To just shrug it off and keep going, not caring about what's been promised to you, but never getting it? Hmm?

But, to be perfectly honest...

I hate being lied to...

It always leave me with bitter feelings and hateful thoughts, knowing I was lied to.

Once again, it's something I've grown accustomed to as well.

Now listen, just to clear the air, I'm not looking for sympathy. It's just something I've dealt with for YEARS.

*intense angry voice, building up until he starts yelling* 20 YEARS OF LIES. OF MISERY. OF HATRED. OF COMPLETE AND TOTAL DISREGARD, YES EVEN 20 YEARS OF DISGUST, DISGRACE, AND BULLSHIT!!!

*calm voice* Once again, all of which I've become accustomed to.

I'll tell you all again, those of you that read this. Think about it. Think about how've been lied to by your loved ones. Think about how your friends say they are your friends, but rather just blow smoke at you and take what's yours. Just think about it.