So I was doing some thinking today, and I figured a few things out. I HATE when people lie to me, but then again who doesn't? I'm not ready to start working, because 1. My school was gay and I don't feel like I got the training I needed. 2. I'm debating going back to school for Vet tech. 3. Over Easter I get to take a lovely trip out to South Dakota with my family and spread my Uncle's ashes, so emotionally I wouldn't be ready to work before that. 4. I'm just not ready to face the real world again. UGH. Is there ever going to be a point in my life where I'm ready to take on whatever is thrown at me??? I guess I really don't know. I've never really thought about where I'm going in life until today, when it hit me...I'm screwing my life up more than I realize. Starting in June I have to start paying student loans back, I have to be moved out by July! Holy s**t does like come at you fast. However, I need to be the adult I am get over it, and move on. How come in school they never taught you what the real world is really like? I think they should give you a firm warning. Ok, I'm just rambling on I think it may be time for bed. (Seeing as it is 12:31 am)