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Im not gonna say any names in this blog, but recently my ex asked me out, again.



Im not going into details but she did some pretty messed up stuff behind my back, involving someone i thought i could trust. Well anywho' i dropped her and i feel like i can now put this whole mess behind me and just finally move on, and i'll think ill start by asking a certain someone out.

but im a little scared

i dont think if i should go through with it or not, because i might just end up losing her and someone else who's close to me

if that happened i couldnt live with myself,

But this girl, man she goes through way more than she deserves. she has to deal with too much crap, i would do anything to brighten up her day. I want to be the one to tell her that everythings gonna be ok, i want to meet these people who give her a hard time, and kick the s**t outta them.

i dont know what to do really, if i told her how I feel i would hurt to many people, mabey even her. it would be alot better if we were to just stay friends,

but thats really hard when i could easily say that im in love with her

I really cant help but think*hmmmm, what would jesus do question *

dont comment me for everyone to see, send me a private message if your gonna talk about it.