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i don't know anymore. david's acting all weird. he's been whispering into his notebook at lunch and making weird maps. he's also thinking out loud a lot more than usual. he's being really secretive and isn't telling me much. teal got so mad at me the other day. and monica dropped out of the council. is the world going to hell or something? i only have one or two friends i can really open up to. i'm glad i have them, but i wish that i could open up more to my lofe long friends... i feel betrayed somehow. i just want to cry but tears won't come out. it's pretty bad. i don't see why i'm pittying myself. it's too concieted. ugh... i have such a headache...