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Ok well, today some sisters ((like of the church)) spoke to our religion class, and what they said really made sense to me. We could have the love of our life married to us, wonderful kids, a wonderful job, all the materials like cars or ipods or w/e u could ask for ours, but it means NOTHING if u don't have/know God, and i think, honestally, maybe that's why i cant LOVE fully yet, hmm.. cuz if so, then i need to get to know him RIGHT NOW ^_^ and i shall be going to church ((if I ever can X-X)) repenting sins, and fasting starting next friday ((i ate some chips this morning X-X along w/ other things lol)) So, i am gonna try more ^_^ i mean i was freaking out in class O-o i thinl honestally as well, some was cuz ppl were making fun of me ((well, u know the jerk types that are like"ward can u help us write a poem? ha ha" -_-ll u know those type.)) and i think i wanted them to see i wasnt a joke <.< but seriously, my stomach was tightning and knotting up and i felt nervous, and i'd tingle somtimes, so if i am correct, i think it was a sign from above saying that THIS is what i need to do ((to learn of God more)) so i will try more. that is all, OH and i'm ok now ^_^ thought about Cat alot lol XP heart