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Love.....I've felt it...I craved it...I now hate it. It distracts me, it makes me weak, it turns me into something I'm afraid to be...I want to let him go...pass it off as another meaningless crush...it doesn't help that he is the third boy to have the name I love dearly...sometimes I wish my heart would stay dead...just to beat to keep me alive but to beat so softly that it can't be felt.

If anyone ever reads this jounral...you are looking at a side of me...that I wish I could destroy as easily as I had hidden it for so long...