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wow this is awkward XDD ok so like, earlier today ((BTW IT'S MY JOURNAL SO LEAVE NOW IF U DUN WANNA HEAR ME RAMBLE ON AND ON XDD)) OK so like, again i was mm..sad.. kinda i mena it was an empty feeling, and then the more i thought of her ((and u all know who)) the more i thought "i'm being so dumb" AND FINALLY, i realized that, shes still gonna be there for me, and shes still gonna hug me when i am down and be my best friend forever, and we still have hope and chances for the future ((on my behalf my whole future is a guarntee w/ her, not just hope XD but shhh XP)) and well, i am gonna make sure she's better ^_^ IN ALL GOD'S TRUTH HONESTY, and if i'm lying i'm dieing, i DO feel better now ^_^ SURE it still sucks some, that guy is a lucky man, THE LUCKIEST >_< but i can wait forever, she still means the world to me and the one i only have ever cared for so much, i mean even when i was w/ a girl besides her, i still went "MAN I LOVE MY BEST FRIEND XD" which i should ^_^ but at the same time i liked/loved her a bit too much XDD LOL but yeah, i really care for her *hugs her* ((u know who u are >_< wink ) and i'm so sorry, I PROMISE, after much thought and meeting newish ppl at my school and just all this, i am better, and i can wait ^_^ just please dont be sad anymore sad IF U ARE I WILL BE W/ U TILL UR NOT, and i know i am not alone now, it just felt like it. honestally it stil ldoes a bit, cuz i am waiting for her to get on and go "UR NOT" XD so yeah XP TY ALLL WHO HAVE HELPED ME AND HER, but now i must wait and patience and regain our unbreakable bestfriend, tell anything to each other, cry on each other, love on each other ((not so much that way XD)) hug each other, pick each other up when one of us falls in the dirt, and scourn those who have hurt me or her bestfreindness friendship.
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