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everyday is the same....



wake up - be mad at parents

go to school - im always late

p.e. - not as fun anymore

ocean class - kid moved to the other side of the room so i dont talk to anyone anymore

break - nothing really just the breakers which is kinda old

world history - boring cuz we always do the same work

greomitry - dont even have to work or listen just make a room in my head or zone out

lunch - cant hang with old friends cuz they r surrounded with enemys, dont wanna hang at the breaker spot cuz im horrible and i dont wanna keep watching people do things.

english - think about the future how im gunna get away and have adventures with friends who always got my back or sleep

typing - wish i was at home so i could go to sleep



its just so common for everything to be the same, ive lost most emotions as i seem to car eless about things, nothing comes to me as a suprize and if it does im never to happy bout it

ive realized whenever i really want something i can never get it so this has forced me to not ever want something bad, but if u never want something extremely bad and then get it u cant never be happy...