Welcome to Gaia! :: View User's Journal | Gaia Journals

 
 

View User's Journal

ASK YOURSELF in the most silent hour of your night: must I write? Dig into yourself for a deep answer. And if this answer rings out in assent, if you meet this solemn question with a strong, simple "I must," then build your life in accordance with this necessity..." - Rainer Maria Rilke
ugh. there's so many feelings cramping up my mind, so right now i'm doing something i haven't done in a few months. a while, actually. i just open my window and crank up my sterio. the music and cold calms me, and i can only do it in the early spring and autumn. i hate the heat. so now i kind of feel better. it's refreshing. and hey, i entertain the neighbors as well. ahh.... they must hate me. xp

but one of the things that really pissed me off today was that bus. ya know, that car that crashed into the bus? tiny. orangey. it barely made a dent. people only got headaches.
what if that had been a truck?
what if the gas tank had blown?
then everyone wouldn't be laughing about it. haha. real fun. a car crashed into a bus full of children. children that might have never seen another sunset.
you sick bastards.

yeah... so that really got me uptight. and now ben and autumn are in the neighborhood. great. and he just encourages joey and his foul mouth. i'm not saying mine is good: it's far from it, but still. such language. plus they leave all these beer bottles and cigarettes everywhere. it's annoying. i hate cigarettes lining the streets. that's what garbage cans are for.

my fingertips are already getting cold. i think it's a little early to have my window open...... lol the sterio is vibrating the floor. good thing my parents aren't home yet. they hate that. but why have such a huge subwoofer if you can't do anything with it? the bass rocks. i like it when it's so deep that it feels like your heart starts beating to the drum. it's why i love concerts.

well, except for getting a linkin park cd, that's it. i just picked it up. i'll give you guys more info come easter. i'll distribute copies as well. i know randi wants one. val? jordan?






User Comments: [5] [add]
ChristeneDaae
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 08:57pm
anyone know which bus it was?
cause i've been heraing rumors that it was shanes bus...


commentCommented on: Fri Apr 06, 2007 @ 11:53pm
it was autumn's bus. she went to the emergency room cuz she complained of a headache.



bushy_haired_freak
Community Member
bushy_haired_freak
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 01:43am
ugh. getting hacked takes a lot out of you. ninja


commentCommented on: Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 05:46pm
linkin park cd? yes please mrgreen
you got hacked? i'm sorry



Dexaa
Community Member
Weaselletta
Community Member
avatar
commentCommented on: Sat Apr 07, 2007 @ 06:44pm
it was sarah ruby's bus, too. i saw her in the window passing by and i heard she went to the ER for whiplash.

yesh, please, megsy.

autumn becker? ben who? do they smoke/drink too, 'cuz that sounds so ******** up for preppy little autumn becker. joey, ya. but ms. prep?


User Comments: [5] [add]
 
 
Manage Your Items
Other Stuff
Get GCash
Offers
Get Items
More Items
Where Everyone Hangs Out
Other Community Areas
Virtual Spaces
Fun Stuff
Gaia's Games
Mini-Games
Play with GCash
Play with Platinum